There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why some things happened far from what i desire. I'm slowly learning to adapt and let it flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. Reality check, life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. It isn't as bad as how i initially imagined to be working in a totally new environment. Everything will be just fine, i hope. It's a brand new year anyway! There is also nothing more precious than to be in pink of health. Fortunately, I'm blessed with such loving boyfriend who sticks around for almost three months already in every kind of situation, be it good or bad. Let's just say I've found what I've been looking for ((((: