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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Thursday, March 10, 2011 || 11:20 PM



"Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.

I miss you, Crunchie"


|| 12:12 AM

I need a massage specialist for my bruised leg :( It happened almost two months back,when i was trying to come down the stairs superfast,my feet ahead of the rest of me.The next thing i know,i fell really hard onto the edge of the steps.The hurt felt like a shot,a needle going in right there and spreading out like fire.It hurts so much that i have to get past the ouch of it before i remembered to cry :'( I still dragged myself to BBDC for my practical lesson then.Until today,my right leg is still swollen and i could feel the pain when i gently press on the affected area.Now,i can't dress myself up in skirts and short dresses because of the huge black patch on my leg. Hais. Hopefully,it will get better after I've gotten myself a nice treatment. Not so soon,probably by the end of this month.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011 || 11:59 PM



After all, the only way to communicate is to find someone who can comprehend; the only way to be forgiven is to find someone who is willing to forgive.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 || 11:28 PM

  1. To acquire my 3A Driving License
  2. A trip to Bangkok with HoneyBunny
  3. Carousel Lunch/Dinner Buffet with my Family
  4. A Trip to Perth,Australia with Honeybunny & Afiq (?)
  5. Chanel Vintage Chain Handbag (preferably black colour)
  6. A short shopping trip to KL with Family
  7. Canon EOS 60D
  8. No more job hopping after i have got the one that suits my taste buds
  9. Save at least 8K before the year meets the end
  10. Another pair of Ferragamo Varina Flats (i got the smackin' red already)
  11. Learn Mandarin
  12. Birthday Bash for Honeybunny

I still couldn't stomach the moment when i walked lightly towards my Crunchie (Boyfriend) and hugged him tight before i immediately shed a bucket tears of joy. I felt an awful,overwhelming sense and didn't realise that i should be jumping happily because i finally passed my first TP driving test! I swear,i had mixed emotions from the time i stepped into the Waiting Room until I'm done with the circuit courses and only half of the test route (i only did one U-turn,that's it!). I'm so much happier now (: After I registered for my license,i waited for one particular instructor (Mr Daniel) who took me for my very first lesson. Ever since i started,he never fails to provide me with words of encouragement and treated me like his new best friend. I just wanted to extend my full gratitude and let him know that i didn't disappoint him today. After that,me and Crunchie had our lunch at the coffee shop nearby before heading to Orchard for a movie date. He wanted it to be like a mini celebration for me,so he paid for all expenses. Thank you,B for being there when i needed somebody. Love you so much (: We watched I Am Number Four in Digital at Cathay Cineleisure. Minutes before the show,i actually followed him first to Scape to meet his dance crew members for a short while. Only partial of the group were there,feasting on the KFC Family Feast Meal that my Crunchie bought specially for them. He couldn't wait to activate his dance again after missing few important practices this week itself due to silly circumstance that I've unintentionally created. I'm sorry. Now i want to sleep hard,like a cyclone in her sheets. I'm effing jaded and the thought of having to work afternoon shift tomorrow,ache my legs more.