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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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“I AM ME.
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Thursday, September 30, 2010 || 3:40 AM

" There is never a sudden revelation,
a complete & tidy explanation
for why it happened,
or why it ends,or why or who you are.
It comes in bits & pieces,
& you stitch 'em together wherever they fit,
and when you're done you hold yourself up,
& still there are holes
& you're a rag doll,invented,imperfect.
& yet you're all that you have,
so you must be enough.
There is no other way. "

Monday, September 6, 2010 || 1:44 AM

Alright, please do kindly ignore the critical content that was being translated in my previous post. It's totally my bad. I didn't mean to point fingers at him every time things don't flow smoothly according to my expectations. We are leading a pretty healthy relationship so far despite all the unexpected mishaps that tends to occur at a certain juncture. I love the way he tolerates my worst behaviours even though he already had such a grotesque day before he sees me. That's my precious boyfriend (: Love you.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010 || 1:34 AM

Baby,I'm so gonna bash your brains in. I'm so gonna bash 'em right fuck in! I am absolutely not delighted when you repeatedly misled me with your lies. After everything i had done, this is the summation of my generosity: a disappointed girlfriend. I swear i don't deserve this kind of affection. I've never wished for someone so perfect but why am i always being treated like a fool? This relationship should not have begun in the first place if i knew that you are going to hurt me over and over again.