hello there,once again. i wonder how is my every pretty people in my petite world progressing because it seems like I've been gone for ages. i miss them all,seriously. as for myself,i am still pretty much occupied with work,work and work. my days got worse during the new year when everyone is supposed to be having fun and starting to list down their 2010's resolution. i beyond hate myself at that moment for all the mistakes that I've sinfully committed again. ever since then,I'd done nothing but worry that every turn of life's wheel would bring yet another obstacle into my path, & of course, it was the worrying and struggle that had always made life so vividly real to me. previously,i thought that my day was winding down but actually it has just begun. so for all the positive changes that I've promised to fulfill,definitely have to roll together with very huge sacrifices. it sucks, yes to the core. now,i have secured a job that requires me to be on task for 6 days a week and on irregular timings. i almost wanted to leave but it turns out differently. I'm still one of those divas, who is painfully crying for mercy. okay, i shall remain neutral now because i find that my entire lengthy paragraph is too melodramatic.

luckily,my darkened life slowly softens into something much more pleasant when Bf is there for me for this past four months. he is more than my boyfriend. he is more than just a friend. he is someone who I love and would till the end. when i said "I think we should be apart" that is the day i realised that i broke his heart. i just want you to remember all the fun times we had and how we said we would be together forever and ever.

love you monyet.

(thanks B for the priceless chocolate, i love it when you buy random gifts, hehe)

lastly, Happy Belated Birthday to my 3rd sister who has just turned 13 on the 9th of January. & for being such a genious (she scored 239 for PSLE), i gave her an Ipod Touch. *winks*