It is indeed a big milestone to turn forty-(0-9). Hopefully, you've learnt that it is high time for you to counter the amount of bad tempers you've been possessing & try not to make me feel so miserable okay? *Laugh Out Loud* I may not yet have all the money in this world to get for you one perfect gift but at least i know that the silent cake-cutting session,accompanied with KFC family feast on that night did make you smile (: I love you, for now.

I have never begin a post with more misgiving. pffft!

I was hoping for something extraordinarily great to happen that can definitely add a beaming smile to my blue-bitten Monday. Sadly, nothing much. I had such a soporific day at work because there was totally no crowd over at The Shoppes at Marina Bay Sands. I spaced out most of the time and basically running on a very poor mood. I could only keep myself busy wondering why is our business getting slower recently. This is really not what i've been hoping for. It was so quiet and to such critical extent, i was allowed to leave work so much earlier. Geez, i wish i could stop worrying but i can't because it is going to affect my coming pay cheque :/

Well, on a brighter note, here is a list of movies (in random order) i wish to watch with Boyfriend probably this coming week:

Sigh, since there is nothing much may be done in those little shreds and patches of time which my Tuesday produces, I'm just going to stand here like a fool for another one solid hour before i can officially knock off from work. I thought of going facebook-ing but hell yeah,it's gradually turning sour already (same goes for Formspring). God! i am growing so jaded now. On a random note- I terribly miss you, Nurul :( How i wish you know how much you really matters to me.

Sigh, I've been feeling so debilitated for the past few days. To top it all off, i almost lost my voice too. I swear it sucks to the outermost core. I hate being sick and suddenly turn out to be so helpless. Thank goodness,I'm slowly recovering. Before i even landed on such pitiful situation, I've reserved a partial of my free time to go for the Prada interview last week. I was pretty much excited with their whole process of selecting the best candidate for their available positions, yet at the same time i can't safely vouch that i would be one of those lucky ones.I made it to the 3rd round but ever since then,i have not yet received any positive call. Well after all, it was still a great experience for me. Despite the fact that i really do enjoy the kind of work I'm doing right now,I'm just trying to secure a job that pays me a little bit higher. Let's face it, we all work for money. So if there is a better catch out there, why not? At the very moment,I'm just going to keep on wishing for miracles. I am indeed very thankful that i had a bucket of support from a few of my substances,including my Boyfriend even though there is this certain person whom I've wrongly trust. I had the story,bit by bit,from various people,and as generally happens in such cases,each time it was a different story. I simply can't understand why she can be a bit sore about the opportunities I've been receiving. Yes,life is horrifyingly unfair but i never expected that she would play dirty behind my back. I am dead disappointed with you, girl. Oh,there is pain in life that you can hardly put a name to it.