It is so much convenient now to update my online diary regularly because i didn't mention earlier that my HoneyB bought for me a mini lappy as Christmas gift. My father grew effing mad the other day because he dangerously forbids the idea of celebrating Christmas. It's not like as if i even attend to church's gathering,house parties that definitely will have bottles of champagne and some other kind of substances that could turn me bad overnight (!!) Simply speaking,my dad seems to dislike everything. We may be staying under one concrete roof but i feel like i never really know who he really is. Sadly,what he fails to understand from day one is that i am very true to my religion even though i admit that i don't religiously pray five times a day everyday like what is required. I am just like any other humans who are only fallible. That's that about my grumbling dad.

Luckily i had a satisfying Thursday with the other two musketeers (HoneyB & Afiq),else my week would have been less meaningful. We had simple plan that lasted us until 10pm. I bought for myself two different coloured pants at FEP,a box of Brands Prune Essence,new released Malay movie:Cuti Cuti Cinta DVD and two pairs of earrings,one necklace and black feather headband from Diva (sales items). As for HoneyB,he bought orange and pink (mine!) fluffy key chains that costs him close to fifty(!) bucks. It's such a sore knowing that he spent so much on fake furs. But i absolutely like it. Thanks Baby (: Last but not least,we had a scrumptious dinner at Jalan Kayu Cafe. I ordered my all-time favourite Indian food, Chicken Dum Briyani and it tasted so good! I'm loving it! We all then headed home safely.

On the 31st,we three are going to have our own way of celebrating the new year. I know I'm going to enjoy every bits of it.

Due to one particular reason,i turned down the offer at Royal Selangor. However,i didn't leave the place empty-handed. In fact,the guy who interviewed me sincerely gave me fruitful advices for at least half an hour. I am more than satisfied to be sitting there and listening to his two cents worth. It's incredible how one perfect stranger would regard you like their own and knows what is best for your future. We thanked each other and i left with no regrets.

In approximately 8 more painful days,I'm running away to join a different circus. My reason of leaving: It Sucked.

I am going to finish my Sunday soon and be done with it. I have done what I could. Unfortunately,some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; I'll just forget them as soon as i can. (Azizah,you're such an asshole!). Tomorrow is a brand new day. I shall begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with anymore nonsense. & Honey,i miss you too much already :(

I've been off the map for almost four weeks already! Fuhhh. I am still as fit as hell. My constitution is amazing. I am only too lazy to update my blog space. Just two nights ago,I've been scrounging through my closet for any old pieces of shirts/dresses i probably already bought,but have totally forgotten about it. The shocking fact is,i have plenty of them still wrapped nicely in shopping bags. My mum would have strangled me if i tell her again that i have nothing else to wear *-* Sidetracking,I've been a workaholic. I am always occupied with different tasks each day and it is slowly getting even tougher. At times i never ask for a lighter burden,but for broader shoulders to stack up all those responsibilities. I ever thought of calling for defeat,but the voices in my head whispered otherwise. Luckily,i am still able to stay mentally intact. My Love has been my only pillar of strength while the other part of my world keep scrutinizing my every moment,including my own parents. They simply never understand what are the circumstances I've put myself into. They hardly supply me with a pinch of courage or even a tiny piece of nice thought. I am so confused. I could only allow hot tears of frustration to roll down my cheeks each time they make me feel hopelessly miserable. It seems like it doesn't even matter to them anymore if I'm doing good or bad. Hais, I'm jaded. Anyway,i bought that Audio-Technica ATH-PRO700 GD Gold DJ Monitor Headphone for my sweetheart the other day. He was extremely overjoyed until he almost left me behind because he was busy flaunting his new toy. Ggggr!

Now I'm wondering, when will i be getting mine?
If only Santa truly exists.