On a depressing note, i feel like a trash right now with all these bright red spots on my face after one session of facial extraction. Do i really have to look at those stupid magazines with tall, stick-like, porcelain white skin models to feel beautiful? They always say; ( it doesn't matter what you look like on the outside,as long as you're a good person,as long as you respect others ). It's been told hundreds of times before, but still my self esteem is pulling me down every second of my insecure life.

I want to have a clear, beautiful skin with no pimples, acne or blackheads :( Am i asking for too much?

Sigh.