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This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Friday, January 28, 2011 || 12:56 PM

After what seems to be a long and boring week,i started to have some fun with Honeybunny,Afiq and his new girlfriend yesterday (who happens to possess the same name as me). I met them at Bugis and we proceeded to the Rex Cinema to watch a Malay nasty horror movie 'Khurafat'. That was one of our double date ideas and hopefully more to come. I got suddenly so afraid when the ghosts started jumping out at me. Honestly speaking,I'm a tremendous scaredy cat.My heart abruptly jumps out of its cavity and lies thumping heavily on the ground.Darn,movies like this really give me premature heart attacks, perpetual nightmares and a paranoia when it comes to dark silent areas! I hate it plenty much but i love the thrill and excitement horror movies provide (??). Rating wise,i would say 3.5/5. After the 1 1/2 hour show,we had a slackin' good time sitting at the parapet outside Bugis Junction and munching on Sour Cream Ruffles for a while before we headed home (: We still have not yet plan for another simple date during CNY.


Anyways,i am pretty sad though to see my Honeybunny struggling through his domestic problems right now. I wish i could do a lot more than just listening and giving him a pat on the shoulder to calm him down. (Don't you worry too much alright,it will be fine someday) I love you.


As for me,I'm in a major dilemma myself. I don't mean to leave this place abruptly but due to unforeseen circumstances,i have to. I'm sorry if it is going to hurt any parties severely knowing that it's entirely my fault. I will miss you the most,babe. Thanks for being the best colleague and friend for the past six months. We had a couple of misunderstanding issues back then but we still work together and in fact become closer each passing days. I hope we will still keep in touch okay (:


You get on a roller coaster expecting to be frightened and challenged and thrilled along the way - and you're never disappointed. At some point, you're going to wonder if getting on was a good idea, but there is no way off, so you just have to go with it and ride the ups and downs and twists and turns and lurches and bumps until you get to the end.


Life, like a roller coaster, can very often take your breath away and bring you right to the very brink.And when it does, the only thing you can is let go of your version of the outcome and trust that everything will turn out all right in the end.