I've been off the map for almost four weeks already! Fuhhh. I am still as fit as hell. My constitution is amazing. I am only too lazy to update my blog space. Just two nights ago,I've been scrounging through my closet for any old pieces of shirts/dresses i probably already bought,but have totally forgotten about it. The shocking fact is,i have plenty of them still wrapped nicely in shopping bags. My mum would have strangled me if i tell her again that i have nothing else to wear *-* Sidetracking,I've been a workaholic. I am always occupied with different tasks each day and it is slowly getting even tougher. At times i never ask for a lighter burden,but for broader shoulders to stack up all those responsibilities. I ever thought of calling for defeat,but the voices in my head whispered otherwise. Luckily,i am still able to stay mentally intact. My Love has been my only pillar of strength while the other part of my world keep scrutinizing my every moment,including my own parents. They simply never understand what are the circumstances I've put myself into. They hardly supply me with a pinch of courage or even a tiny piece of nice thought. I am so confused. I could only allow hot tears of frustration to roll down my cheeks each time they make me feel hopelessly miserable. It seems like it doesn't even matter to them anymore if I'm doing good or bad. Hais, I'm jaded. Anyway,i bought that Audio-Technica ATH-PRO700 GD Gold DJ Monitor Headphone for my sweetheart the other day. He was extremely overjoyed until he almost left me behind because he was busy flaunting his new toy. Ggggr!

Now I'm wondering, when will i be getting mine?
If only Santa truly exists.