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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Friday, December 31, 2010 || 1:14 AM

It is so much convenient now to update my online diary regularly because i didn't mention earlier that my HoneyB bought for me a mini lappy as Christmas gift. My father grew effing mad the other day because he dangerously forbids the idea of celebrating Christmas. It's not like as if i even attend to church's gathering,house parties that definitely will have bottles of champagne and some other kind of substances that could turn me bad overnight (!!) Simply speaking,my dad seems to dislike everything. We may be staying under one concrete roof but i feel like i never really know who he really is. Sadly,what he fails to understand from day one is that i am very true to my religion even though i admit that i don't religiously pray five times a day everyday like what is required. I am just like any other humans who are only fallible. That's that about my grumbling dad.

Luckily i had a satisfying Thursday with the other two musketeers (HoneyB & Afiq),else my week would have been less meaningful. We had simple plan that lasted us until 10pm. I bought for myself two different coloured pants at FEP,a box of Brands Prune Essence,new released Malay movie:Cuti Cuti Cinta DVD and two pairs of earrings,one necklace and black feather headband from Diva (sales items). As for HoneyB,he bought orange and pink (mine!) fluffy key chains that costs him close to fifty(!) bucks. It's such a sore knowing that he spent so much on fake furs. But i absolutely like it. Thanks Baby (: Last but not least,we had a scrumptious dinner at Jalan Kayu Cafe. I ordered my all-time favourite Indian food, Chicken Dum Briyani and it tasted so good! I'm loving it! We all then headed home safely.

On the 31st,we three are going to have our own way of celebrating the new year. I know I'm going to enjoy every bits of it.