It's honestly scary how i began to realise that the dates in calendar are closer than they appear. While I'm excited about August coming to an end,as it is going to draw me closer to my first year anniversary with SugarB/my 20th birthday,i am also a little nervous as we have no control of the next outcome. It may be unfair,but what happens in a few days,sometimes even a single day,can change the course of a whole lifetime. Of course,i want to forever live in that contented state if God allows me to. In fact,if this is even possible,i want so much more time to spend with my SugarBaby even though we meet each other almost everyday. I miss him dearly the moment we said goodbye. That is what being in love means to me. Hopefully,he could adapt into his new working environment without facing any major difficulties. "I will always wish you the best in,whatever at all". I,on the other hand,have my own goals to hit. Once I've cleared my BTE by this Friday,my shoulder of worries would feel a bit lighter -_-