Hello all. I have finally resuscitate and breathing life again into a dying animal after forty-five days of playing dead.I never really intended to take that long of a hiatus.My first thought before this was to just ground it to a halt, but i guess this is me.The canvas of my life,a perfectly encapsulated morsel of the good and bad past.So tonight,I put in a tad more effort to stay up later to blog.

I look noticeably fine but I've been emotionally and physically drained.When people approach me, they only see my surroundings, themselves or figments of their imagination- indeed everything and anything except me.Despite all,i am still growing to be stronger.It happened that I get a lump of disappointed expectations and thwarted ambitions along the way,accompanied with the feeling of total defeat.Yet, I'm not giving up.I also have of course a mix of satisfactory moments and a whirlwind of joy especially with my BabyPrince.It is as if i am in a bowl of endless mysteries.I don't hate the kind of journey I'm currently leading,i just want to walk on clearer paths and be in a happier disposition.I want to be in a comfortable home,unite some of the best blessings of existence and live nearly twenty-years in the world with very little distress or vex me.I bet it is harder to achieve than said. All this worries I've been weighing is like a rocking chair; it keeps me busy,but gets me nowhere. Geez,i need a cheer-up drink badly.

Now, I've to aim for a constant series of trade-offs.I must dump all those unnecessary garbage that is seriously bothering the hell out of me so that i could have more room for positive outcomes.That is why I've decided to work doubly hard in my new job.No doubt, i miss working in Zara with nicest bunch of colleagues even though we tend to create a fair bit of casual misunderstandings within ourselves.that was how i learnt that people can be two-faced,a lesson i never forgot.Hopefully,i would make better friends in MBS. Okay,now I'm so much nervous for my first day. God,please help.

Nevertheless,i know you'll be there for me,right Baby? That's why i love you.He is always by my side when I'm so alone and needed a partner to have fun with.We watched Despicable Me twice together,we walk around hunting for food to please our grumbling stomachs,we go for window shopping and many more.Just the both of us,and it feels terribly great! He himself has been making a lot more progression lately and i must say I'm really proud of you from the beginning you told me you want to change,for the better.Ever since then,i have faith in you no matter how slow the changes would take its place.Love can move a person to act in unexpected ways and lead them to overcome the daunting obstacles with a startling heroism.He is definitely the best,among the rest (: Muah!