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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Saturday, June 5, 2010 || 12:58 AM

I think, there is hardly a person in the world who is not familiar with the following situation. Early morning, your alarm clock is ringing, you wake up and the first thought that comes to your mind is something like this: “Oh, no! It was such a great dream that I was seeing… I’ll stay in bed just two minutes more, nothing is going to change for just two minutes…” & there you go fall into deep sleep again. This was exactly what happened earlier today. I will still blame it on my flat-batt hand phone because that is my only alarm device that i always rely on. In the end,i was able to reach my workplace at 7:38am,leaving me with only 2 effing minutes to spare for the rest of June. The whole idea is that i cannot be late for more than 10 minutes,if not they will strip off my $500 allowance. It is darn tough for someone like me who is never punctual. Or,i could depict another similar situation-it happened the day before actually.I was randomly watching the shows on every channel. I looked at my clock and saw that it was time for me to start getting ready for a movie date with Bf but i enjoyed watching teevee so much and can’t find motivation to give up watching. I guess this is a typical fight between the things we have to do and the things we truly enjoy doing, and it’s a habit of many typical latecomers to make a choice rather for the things they enjoy doing. He was fucking pissed of course. It's not my first time anyway. Gosh,i really have to put an end to this sickening habit of mine. Or else,i might lose his trust and more importantly my job. So that is my new resolution for the week & hopefully it stays for lifetime.

Let's just change topic. I had abort few very good plans indeed with my best girlfriends due to some unforeseen circumstances which i won't elaborate. (that includes lack-of-money circumstance) That's truly bad because I've been wishing to spend time with them after so long. Sigh,only Heaven knows how much i miss my pretty bitches. Very well,i shall wait till next week for better plans (:

& I miss you bushuk.