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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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“I AM ME.
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Sunday, April 18, 2010 || 1:15 AM

i am still aspiring to be a hedonist.



If only i could be alive again in these memorable pictures,i would have wished for that moment to stay much more longer- or maybe forever. It's pathetic enough that I've not been to any greater parties than that night but i enjoyed every portion of it. It was even sweeter when my 'geek in pink' boyfriend did tag along to my Sugababe's 21st memorable event.It may have lasted for weeks already,but i will always hope that you'll be blessed with only blissful moment and better companions to get you through your hardest days (: Well,that's what happened in the starting month of April. Apart from that,my world has not been so colourful- same goes to my blog that has been left stagnant for quite a while now. So i decided to create a new look with my wallpaper except for the boxes because i want to keep it simple.That's me,i love simplicity in every sense of the word. Okay,I'm running out of ideas. Actually,I'm kinda dying to share about my current,sickening work experiences. It isn't that bad though,just slight clashes here and there and not forgetting,their in-house politics. My mum was the first person to get beaten up by my so long conversation (more to complaining) about the misunderstanding i had with my colleagues today. While i was busy passing negative remarks,my father suddenly came into the picture and yelled, "Life is grotesque.So shut up and stop your whining!". I get pissed of course because he never before did show any kind of concern. Then,i realised for once he kicked a bit of sense into me. We often seek out an understanding of life but in truth none of us is alive for a whole life. We live in moments,snapshots of a life. To ask,"What's the meaning of life?" begs the question,"Your whole life? Your life now? Your life ten years from now? Your life ten years ago?" I often wondered what is my purpose? I often find the things that seem most filled with purpose also seem somewhat shallow. I'll just have to live with it,no matter how hard it gets.

Ohh,how can i ever forget about you who is in my every heartbeat. I love you Bf for who you are. I've been spending all of my free time with only him like as if there is no one else left on this planet. & almost all my colleagues,including my managers know about his existence. He is the sweetest when he constantly pick me up from work,cook lunch for me even on his off days,drop by at Somerset from Orchard during his one hour break when i didn't reply to his messages in the early afternoon, etc. If there is anyone that has treated me so well aside from my parents (they start slacking after i started working because they thought i should learn to be independent,pfft!), it has to be him,MY BOYFRIEND (: *kisses*

So if there is any ill-hearted,disgusting bitches (especially the out-of-figure ones) thought that they can try to be cheeky with my man,you better think again.