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Saturday, February 20, 2010 || 2:21 PM

"when L I F E gets hard, screw it" .

It's such a crack, really. I got up half an hour earlier than yesterday with yet,zero resolution for the week. Well,that's pretty natural for me. Then i saw two missed calls on my cellphone:Bf (very much expected) & an office number. I was pretty sure it's going to be another set of interview. The day before,i went for Zara and it turned out quite okay. I am very confident that they will call me back for 2nd appointment next week but i can't safely vouch that I'll get the spot. hais, it is always the outcome that i fear most. So back to the anonymous call - i was darn shocked. It's the moment I've been waiting for so much! The Orange Tee Company called for an interview,like finally. They are offering close to 2K for Customer Service Executive position. I sent almost 10 resumes to them in one day during the CNY period. But,here comes the biggest disappointment.They want a candidate who can speak not only average, but at least basic phone etiquette in Chinese (gggrr!) I quickly surfed the net and look for 'English-Chinese translator' at google. I was almost there,but they are not fully convinced ):

I'm pissed too. that's why i never hesitate to apply for mandarin course at the nearest CC just now. It's like almost impossible now to get a job without mastering their language. gosh! Bf was terribly funny & also very irritating when he spoke to me in Chinese. What can i say,luck is not on my side.

out of boredom,i spent on facial for no reason. yikes,if he gets to know- he would strangle me :/