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This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Monday, February 22, 2010 || 4:15 PM

now i just call it lucky.

It just feels nice when your Monday isn't as blue as the previous weeks.Well,obviously something so good must have struck me & I'm more than thankful for that.finally,after about more than 200 resumes sent all over the World Wide Web,I'm shortlisted for the available position in Zara. Weeeeee! I'm feeling so gay right now and my hormones were doing the craziest tango in town when i first received this piece of fabulous news.I'm glad that I'm blessed with greater opportunities (better than Diva,of course.Pardon me, I'm still so pissed).I badly hope that history don't repeat itself,because I've felt rotten for too long already and i wish to move on.Anyway,thanks for all the well wishes (: only they know how big this deal is to me.The rest,never really cares and i don't give a damn about it.

& yes Sasabaybe,make sure you get a satisfactory answer from that ****** by Tuesday.I know how hurtful it is to be treated as such.Don't worry alright,you know you still have me who is willing to share your problems. Beep me anytime alright (:

That's that.

My next concern is always him,yes my boyfriend.He is the first to know about my happiness,even if there is anything that I'm unhappy with.It's honestly exciting when i could share my heart's content to someone who never fails to listen.That one surprised moment you made on the Orchard Central rooftop yesterday really did trigger my mind.For once,I've to start thinking carefully about how I'm going to take our relationship to a higher level. As mentioned before,I'm scared of any outcome because we are only capable of planning. Maybe i should add on one more point: I'm more worried about making or holding on to any promises. At times,it seems too nice to be true.That is when 'trust' get involved in the picture.I've been trying to shoulder both - the trust that we've built since we started and the bucket of promises you have given me.Believe me, it has not been easy.So now what I'm asking from you in return,is to love me for who i am.

Just that,nothing else.