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This life i'm living resembles an epic tale where dreams wilt before they bud and where a search for her true inner self finally makes a coward into a pretty damsel. My world is a patchwork of the beautiful & the horrific. As the days unfold, it combines the tones of memory and nostalgia with a desire to recreate a better tomorrow.




The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone




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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 || 7:26 PM

In my heart there, rings a melody for you.


Well,there is just too many matters gushing in and out of my undersized brain lately but it is almost impossible to jot it all down. so far there is never a day that i could smell complete joy and yet my previous Super-Bitch employer is not making it any easier for me. She always made me wish her mum had been infertile. gggrrr! They made me totally realised that working for their brands (my case,i worked for Diva) has been such a major disaster. I had to chase after my own salary since last week which is supposed to be one of their responsibilities to do so on time. I am dead disappointed. I was screaming on the phone the other day like a fisher woman with a bad case of PMS just to get a satisfactory answer from them about my cheque. Whatever it is,i made it crystal clear to them that i would take legal action against the company if they still fail to pay me by this coming Friday.I can be fairly diplomatic when i choose to which is not very often,actually. Fuck it,it is such a swell to liaise with such losers.

Hais.(take a deep breath) anyway,i am somehow curious about how my V'day going to be. But it doesn't really matter actually because i see beautiful moments each time he is there for me.To me,that is more than special. He gave me another Disney character few weeks ago,Winnie The Pooh.Now i am wondering from where he got those ideas of buying me soft toys, it's either i appear like a small kid whenever I'm with him or he purposely want to jam my overloaded room because he knows exactly how messy it is.Lols, Baby i love you laaa (: