I'll be that good girl that you can't put down.

Fcuk. I am growing jaded by the minute. I effing hate my temporary job at Robinsons. It definitely is never going to suit my taste buds. so today i said I'm ill, but I think they know I'm just malingering. whatever, i brutally don't care. I basically got paid for standing like a living zombie- doing absolutely nothing. I can't even sell the items skilfully because it is not my favourite department. household linen- what the hell. & worse, I've to travel all the way down to Raffles City knowing that i could have gotten a nearer location which offers me the same hourly rate. Darn. However, i did make friends with a few. that's positive. at the very least, I'm less scared now. yeah,I'm fully aware though that everywhere is turning into a deep shit hole- jobs slowly depleting and you should just grab what's being offered. but i swear i would commit 3rd degree homicide if i have to stay any longer in such soporific ambience. geez! Oh well, I'm going to be one of the Divas pretty soon anyway. that's what i call pure goodness (: no doubt,everything seemed to be happening in slow motion but I'm thankful that it is not turning more bitter than what I've to go through at the moment. & i know no matter how ugly things would turn out to be,my Masham will always be there. Eee-hee-hee-hee =D maybe he will never understand that my every kiss is actually a promise that you haven't seen the last of me yet.there is more where this come from. & please don't hate me when i start blabbering about my ex-boyfriends.it all came out like word vomit- seriously unintentional. after being beaten with such cruel past, it is honestly not easy to forget. I'm glad, you listened. aku sayaaaaaaaaaaang kau *winks*

ehh by the way, I've not heard from my girlfriends for like ages already. after i bumped into my homie last few days, i realised how much i missed her and the rest. it's bloody torturing when i have to temporarily abort my girls-outing plans due to no-money circumstances. gggrrr!