I'm once again virtually existent- on a brand new World Wide Web page. i suddenly realised that i must start over with a clean slate. i didn't want anymore grotty history,I've had enough of those for a while. i still am breathing and life-threateningly lazy at all times. I'm obviously still the same,old me even though few of my pure substances fail to notice. they keep thinking that I've somehow changed just because i rarely send them 'hi! how are you doing babe/dude?' smses or ask them out like our yesterdays. hais,cummon' homies. you people really have to stop assuming things that never existed in the first place.i may be spending most of my time with my precious boyfriend now,but it doesn't mean I've grown mean towards any of you. anyway,being in a relationship ain't easy too. i hate to use this word 'regret' but unfortunately I'm not good at cheating- especially my own feelings. honestly yeah,there are certain times i feel like it never should have begun. pardon me but life is truly never fair. one moment i wish i could get back my single life,can stop caring and worrying about such maudlin affairs. but on the very next minute,i would feel abandoned. i thought of my life,of the love that i had possessed and let go of- but none of the broken ones had a happy ending. then i grow jaded picking up boyfriends on passionate whims and then passionately dropping them again. now,I'll just have to stick to one. he isn't particularly attractive,but he isn't ugly either. what surprised me most is that we definitely have opposite interests. he is a dancer- whatever hip hop thingy and I'm obviously not. this extremely huge gap between us has not yet created any undesired misunderstandings,i just feel out of place. luckily so far,it has been quite beautiful- not fully. i shall see how it goes.

just a short recap of my Saturday,because I'm rather forgetful. Bf had to attend camp in the afternoon for bloody no reason. so after it ended,i met him at Causeway Point for late lunch and another movie 'My Girlfriend Is An Agent'. it was terrifyingly funny! Eee-hee-hee-hee =] we've watched almost everything, except for My Sister's Keeper. i bet it's already over because i didn't see its show times anymore.why am i always a little too late? pfft.

okay,it's already 5.15am and i forgot to give my Bf a call. woops,sorry sayang. goodnite,love you.