After much consideration, I'm right now embracing my new curly hair. I don't care if i have to spend hours in a salon, I don't care if i roll out of bed and throw it into a ten-minute top-knot, I don't care if i have to run a blow dryer over it and apply the curl enhancer cream every morning now, which simply means i have to wake up much earlier! but there is nothing wrong with wearing my hair the way i like it (:

I know i've been away a while. I really don't know why, I think it must just have been one of those things that happen once in a while. The blog didn't seem such a priority. I will try to rectify that, because I value you reading my blog and I do value having new readers. Besides, having a blog is a way of releasing emotions, like a diary. It is important and I do want to write frequently. Anyway, I'm having a lazy day today. Sometimes your body just needs to relax and take it easy for awhile. All i want to do is curl up in bed with a comforting video from Youtube through my Ipad (: *and nibbling on salty potato chips*

My week has consisted of working quite a little bit, catching up with my old-homie through Whatsapp; whose son has just turned a year old, dating my skinny boyfriend, giggling away and contemplating to continue my studies.Life is dead tough for just an O level holder like me these days, I reckon. Literally every office job I went fo was closed to me (I've given up for the moment). I really want to get on in life, but every year new set of Diploma graduates overtakes me and I am left behind. Well, that's how it feels anyway. So here i am, gearing up for the real thing and storing up enough perseverance to pull me through this long journey. Some people might be thinking I am wasting too much time repeating the same tests over and over again, but i'm still pursuing it for my own sake.

All the best to my dear friend too, who is walking on the same path with me towards reaching our same goal (: I'm honestly very nervous and a little excited to go through a whole new chapter. Well, nothing is impossible.

On a depressing note, i feel like a trash right now with all these bright red spots on my face after one session of facial extraction. Do i really have to look at those stupid magazines with tall, stick-like, porcelain white skin models to feel beautiful? They always say; ( it doesn't matter what you look like on the outside,as long as you're a good person,as long as you respect others ). It's been told hundreds of times before, but still my self esteem is pulling me down every second of my insecure life.

I want to have a clear, beautiful skin with no pimples, acne or blackheads :( Am i asking for too much?

Sigh.